I’ve been sharing with the Cup of Sunday Quiet subscribers about some of the difficult changes at work in my spirit and my life with God. Over the last few weeks, as these changes have accelerated, I’ve seen myself grow more and more weary. More and more weak.
Last weekend, I had hardly any physical or emotional or spiritual strength to stand.
When it came time on Sunday evening to drive to the contemplative eucharist service at our church that we love so much, I had a hard time just being willing to go. It felt like I was pushing myself to get ready, pushing myself out the door, pushing myself to be faithful and just show up.
And as we were driving to our little church, just around the corner from our home, I thought to myself:
“I’m not going to have the strength to say the prayers. I just can’t physically do it. I’m going to have to let the prayers of the people carry me.”
This is another reason I love liturgy. It prays for us when we cannot pray ourselves.
I knew that I could be in that church with that gathering of people that night and simply be there, not even a single word escaping my mouth the entire time, and the people would still pray.
Their prayers would hold me up.
I could rely on their prayers when I had no ability of my own.
Prayer can be liturgy because in the gathering of the people, it prays faithfully. It allows the voices of the strong many to hold up the weary few.
Prayer can be liturgy … if we need it, and if we let it.
Have you ever experienced liturgy holding you up in this way?